Get prepared with your cosmic Kleenex…

… the cosmic sneeze is coming! Or maybe we could call it the “Galactic Central Sun Orgasm.” That actually fits what I am seeing and feeling, and just like a buildup to the climax, I am feeling the signs we are going to experience it “soon.”

But first, check out these great images here.

I’m going to share a couple here.

Original Image Source, The Guardian, Jan. 18, 2013. Photograph: Hubble Space telescope/NASA/ESA. Go to the page for the full caption.

I’m having an interesting morning. Yesterday I got a huge download of information that I felt was given in this time, just after the energy push from the September 1st New Moon and solar eclipse. I, and others, feel that it opened the “third wave” of awakening flow of energy to the planet, which I have visualized and seen as initial particles of light streaming our way since April of this year, but which is now a steady and large stream, kind of like a galactic fire hose, blasting our way.

It’s color is like this photo from the same source as above:

Original image source, The Guardian, Jan. 18, 2013. Photograph: XMM-Newton/ESA

But the light is a solid “tube” streaming our way, like a giant spotlight lighting up the sky, and also more opaque and white-light, as in the first image above. If you could combine the photos and picture a stream just like from a fire hose, but large, enveloping the planet, that is what I see.

Since April — probably around the last week — I have been seeing a combination of numbers with 19 in them. First, I was seeing 5/19 and 5:19. This is my birthday, so I wondered if there would be some kind of auspicious event that day. It turns out there may have been a major timeline shift to the primary Ascension timeline on that day. There are a couple of people I follow (one of whom is spurious, but I get some indication from some of the things she posts. I’m not going to name her here as I really don’t often resonate with her negative assessment of the “status quo” and I suspect her “sources”) who seem to feel this was the case around that time and on that specific day.

I also thought I might get a “Happy Birthday” from my twin, but it was the first year in six years that he did not message me on my birthday. It was quite a contrast from the prior years.

The odd thing is that I have kept seeing 19 since that time. It’s been happening a lot at 4:19, with the price of gas all over town being $2.19 for a few weeks at some stations I pass by, and also in other circumstances. The 19 has become as ubiquitous as the 11:11 in my life along with :44 past the hour and 444. (It’s 7:22 as I type that, lol. I see the 2’s a lot, also.)

kitty sneeze
The most original source I could find (it’s all over Pinterest and Tumblr as re-pins and blogs) is here.

I have been following 2012Portal since April of 2012. This is one of the first places I first heard of what was coming as “The Event” but it was really good folk like Denise LeFay, whose blog Transitions I started reading in 2007 (she posts frequently at High Heart Life as well), and her introduction to Lisa Renee of Energetic Synthesis that led to my “second awakening” in late 2011 (around the 11/11/11), and is why I started this blog. You can go back to the original posts here to see that trajectory.

One reason I am back posting here is because of all the developments in my Twin Flame journey and the simple fact that my higher guidance wants me to. Well, my Twin Flame tale and The Event have now converged, and I wanted to report what I have seen.

Whenever I have given thought to “The Event” I have sensed certain things. At this point, I am not going to explain much of what it is. I’d say “Google It” because there is a lot of decent information online about it, but I do feel that much of what Cobra writes at 2012Portal is spot on with it. There are others I trust as sources, too, but he’s been the most succinct as far as the actual events that are to surround The Event — the complete reset of the planet after we receive a divinely-timed and Source-driven blast from the Galactic Central Sun.

I have envisioned the Cosmic Sneeze as the same kind of light I am seeing in the “tube / fire hose” of light that is streaming over the planet now, but like the flash of a nuclear explosion, only constructive and full of love instead of destructive and full of hate. It has the quality of an EMP pulse as well — the kind that can disrupt electronics.

Whenever I envision this happening, I have usually been on the campus of my university in a time frame where the weather is fairly nice. I have seen in my mind’s eye where I am when it happens. There’s a particular location I have seen myself as it happens.

I understand that after the “sneeze” all life will transform, and that Disclosure will occur about our galactic neighbors, about 9/11 and who really caused it, about the cabal and the Italianate families who control all the money on the planet…

And this is where we get to my twin.

I’ll show you something he pinned on Pinterest:

2nd amendment
The image shared on Pinterest links back to this Facebook group – Sons & Sisters of the 2nd

Just to counterbalance this image really quickly, I am going to post this one that popped up on my Pinterest as I was searching for the above one:

karina moreira mother earth
I cannot find the original source of this artwork, which is all over Pinterest. The captions there say, Earth Mother Goddess Gaia by Karina Moreira.

I am going to try to speed through the rest of this as I have an appointment to be to, but it is important that I write my thoughts as I am channeling them through quickly. Mercury Retrograde makes this hard, lol.

Basically, these two images demonstrate my twin and me. He is working overseas in a military capacity (as a contractor) . He is anti-Muslim, pro-gun, a self-defined patriot, etc. etc. I hope you can intuit this kind of person.

He posted yesterday about how we should never forget 9/11, and how too many have forgotten why we still have men and women overseas in Central Asia and the Middle East. I think he is doing this because he is trying to bolster his reasons for his transfer to a less-desirable location. Think: sand, camel spiders, tan color everywhere, very hot, allied country. I don’t feel comfortable giving too many details here. A person has to have some hefty belief to voluntarily be somewhere like that, regardless of pay. He romanticizes military life and the military personality. He idolizes redneck America, bikes, bacon, boobs, guns… We could not be more diametrically-opposed personalities in ego, but hey, whaddaya know, apparently we share a soul. It is what it is.

I have for years in my twin flame tale known about the “shakubuku.” I posted about it a couple of entries ago here.

After my twin posted the business about 9/11, my higher guidance team said to me, “That is part of the shakubuku — full disclosure about what 9/11 really was and who really did it.”

I realized indeed that YES, everything my twin has been about will be called into question — all of his beliefs and choices and current job. I realized that with the release of this information, it would indeed be like the Tower card in the Tarot! Perhaps he does not need to have an NDE to question everything and get information that I am the twin, it may be that his whole entire psyche is *rocked* because of all the truths that will out in the apocalypse of information that will flow our way after the sneeze.

Also from The Guardiansame article as cited above. Photo: Hubble Space Telescope/NASA/ESA.

I felt this all so deeply inside, and understood what is happening with this Third Wave of awakening. My twin is going to wake up. See, I am a part of the accelerated Indigo 3 contract of Ascension as a Blue Ray Illumined Twin. Even I don’t know all that those words mean, lol, I just know that they ARE. If I am one of those, then so is my twin, and I know somewhere in me that he is to awaken very soon because of this contract. It may extend well past March of 2017, but I do not think so. Based on my visions of the weather when the galactic blast reaches us, it’s got to be either fall or spring. I see green leaves when I envision it, so it has to be before the leaves turn (as in, imminently) or it will be next spring, when the leaves return after falling and being bare for the winter.

I don’t know.

I messaged a Soul SisStar I know on Facebook, and was writing to her about some of this. I told her I had a convergence of my twin info and timeline and a coordination with The Event.

I also see so many of us in a circle in the higher realms, soul sisters and brothers. I see us holding hands and smiling, and I see us feeling so very prepared for what is to come to us very, very soon! I know, it’s been “soon” for over four years, but especially since the 12/21/12. I understand. But I am feeling this coordination and convergence of my “stories” more at the heart level than ever before. I don’t think it is simply “wishful thinking.” My Seer Abilities are stronger than ever. I see AND feel these things in my high heart chakra, which expanded a bunch after just typing this.

I think we are very, very close.

I kind of hope so, because with the stuff that my twin has been posting and liking on his various accounts… ugh. The programming of abuse and the dysfunctional masculine energy is at a high with him right now. My soul knows that he is a victim of the programming as much as I am, maybe a little more because of the trauma in his background and the wounds to his various bodies (etheric, astral, physical) as well as the psychic damage he lives with. It’s pretty dark, so much so that I have been thinking and talking to my higher self (HS) and saying, “Nooooooooo, not THIS guy. Nope.” But we don’t get to choose the personality, do we. It just is, and they were choices we made at the soul level, so it is all Good. When I am in my heart, I Know. And it is fine.

I have to go now. I could write more and proofread, but no time at the moment. Must dash. I hope this helps my friend. I hope that my writing this helps me and my twin in the future.

All I can say in closing is, “Buckle up, Buttercup.”

Over and out.

Calliope the Muse



It seemed appropriate to chime in…

… on the day that is a 5-5-5 — May 5, 2012. May = 5, Day 5 = 5, 2+0+1+2 = 5. (Of course I started writing this at about 11:45 at night, so it’s already the 6th as this will post. The intention was there, and it is still the 5th in a lot of places on the planet. 😉 )

If I remember correctly, my numerology “personality number” (the consonants in my birth name) add up to a number 5, too. And my birthday is later this month, the day before the lunar eclipse coming up on the 20th, in fact. And I will be 44. Nice, eh?

I digress.

I have been wanting to write for days now, but between daily living tasks, and traveling, and just being plain exhausted, I have not been able to get a chance to post on all that I am learning.

I have, however, left a couple of comments on the latest Denise LeFay post where she copies in the May Report from Lisa Renee of Energetic Synthesis.  The comments I wrote there explain where I have been at the past couple of weeks (mostly tired, stressed out from traveling down the rabbit hole and emerging into a new zone of understanding, and coping with people who think, probably justifiably, that I am wigging out).

I have finished reading Karla Turner’s books on alien abduction, Into the Fringe and also Taken: Inside the Alien-Human Abduction Agenda, as well as her book with someone named Ted Rice, Masquerade of Angels. (You can find PDF versions of these books for free online. Just Google them. I think I may have linked them into my previous post here as well.)

I have been reading and listening to various sources online about “disclosure” and all that could come in terms of what will be disclosed and when it could happen in regards to government(s) “coming clean” about multidimensional/alien beings.

I have learned about the potential types of alien species present in Earth dealings, and the possible links to the really fringe stuff of the ilk where conspiracy theorists like to tread.

One thing I read that has had a huge impact on me is the June 21, 2004 article found on Barbara Marciniak’s site,, called Emerging from Denial (it’s one of the sample articles from The Pleiadian Times Newsletter). This article comforted me so very much and I appreciated reading it very much. I felt it to be very accurate to my own situation and awakening experience. I was kind of hoping I could do a point-by-point analysis of the things that really connected with me, but the thing is, apparently I am to use the supermoon energy of the Wesak/Buddha moon to try to literally download as much as I can from places online where I have been directed this weekend. The amount of information I’m encountering is staggering, and while I am sure that I am getting a lot of information while I am asleep in the 3D (which was a lot this past week), I also think that those who are leading me down the rabbit hole are wanting me to consciously get this information by more standard 3D means, and this weekend I have had the time to do just that.

I’m watching some interesting videos on YouTube — lots and lots of stuff about disclosure and just how many sightings of unidentified space/aircraft there have been in the past several months, as well as those who are explaining what Lisa Renee speaks of in her May Report, and also along the likes of information presented on David Wilcock’s Divine Cosmos site, too.

Here’s the thing.

I DO absolutely feel totally nutty going down this path. I really do. It’s embarrassing. It’s causing tension with my husband and with my two best Lightworker friends to whom I usually tell just about everything. They are having a hugely hard time with the fact that I am getting into the whole UFO/alien thing, and also conspiracy theories. They feel I am treading into areas that may not be valid and/or should just be left alone (“dark thoughts attract dark entities” kinds of belief).

The thing is, I am having a hard time NOT getting into it! I feel a complete shove from my team, my inner guidance system, and my general interest in this area, too — something that has actually been with me since about the age of 8 (interest in UFOs or other like phenomena).

I was, for many years, also an evangelical Christian and the notion of “spiritual warfare” and the stories of the Old Testament which line up with stories about intergalactic beings — Seraphim and Nephilim, yadayadayada  aka Annunaki or whatever — really make a lot of sense to me. It’s a big deal, but it is not such a big deal. It’s the biggest deal for Earthlings, but then I get the sense that I am not an Earthling, and this stuff is kind of old hat — it’s not something to totally get my panties in a wad over. It’s serious, yes, but not exactly earth-shattering. No pun intended. It is what it is, and I am here to help out with the mess and with the smooth transition to something better.

Aside: The whole story of how I was pulled out of that belief system – Christianity — coordinated very nicely with the timeline presented in Barbara Marciniak’s article, by the way. I came out of Christianity in full between summer of 2004 and November of 2005 (after the Venus transit of 2004). My Kundalini Awakening started in October of 2006, and I first touched upon some of the ideas regarding the “Powers that Were” in 2009, before some mighty intense shit went down in March of that year, and which did not really stop until this past transformation that got kicked off on October 28, 2011 and also over the New Year/Epiphany and then the Spring Equinox. Some things in my 3D world settled down only to have the lid blown off on this whole alien business, and now I feel I am operating on a whole different level of understanding altogether, and not really sure if I am liking what I am exposed to, but feeling the need to learn and not be afraid, and proceed forthwith in understanding how to hold my own with these energies. I’m guessing this is what it really means to have the kind of Lightwork Mission I was meant to have, and I am going with it until it becomes obvious that I should leave it alone, if that is indeed what I need to do.

Next up on my agenda: to learn how to use the 12D shield. I first learned about this more than a month ago, and I have yet to try it out, mostly because it feels like a pain in the ass (guided stuff like has a tendency to bore me and makes me antsy — the daily need to do it feels like such a CHORE). BUT, I totally have already had to call upon those beings who are helping to protect me, and we did create a “bubble of light” for me in one encounter I happened to have in a semi-sleep state. We’ll see what happens. Sometimes I am given my own tools to use in situations like these, while the tools of others do inform me and inform how to proceed. I’ll watch the 12D Shield Video entirely and take it from there. I know it is important when doing work in this area to have adequate coverage and protection, and I would be stupid to not invoke some kind of energy suit for this work. It would be like a firefighter going in naked to fight a fire. So I get the need to do something like this. I’m just hoping that my team and inner guidance system can maybe come up with something specially designed for me and how I like to operate.

I have to go to bed. I knew this would happen: I’d get on here and then get on a roll of things to say and write about. But I have to get a little rest and also finish one video I was in the middle of before being drawn to write something here.

Be well, everyone. Hold on to your hats. Shine your shoes for the fat lady (a J.D. Salinger reference which basically means “show up for work and do your best”) and live long and prosper.

Over and out.

Calliope the Muse