No April Fool

Who am I?

Welcome to what I think is my forty-eleventh blog in the blogsphere, but the first that I am writing anonymously because this is clearly going to be a totally Woo-Woo blog, and I would just as soon keep my known blogging identity separate from the Woo-Woo this is inevitably going to be. Now, I know that staying totally anonymous in this day and age is not really possible (I’d be very naive to think so), so if my other personas and this one get intertwined, so be it. But for now, I want to keep my identity under wraps as much as I can, and so I am defaulting to a name I gave myself about six years ago, “Calliope the Muse.” She was one of the nine Greek muses, and is described on Wikipedia with the following (footnotes and links removed — click the previous link to read the original article):

In Greek mythology, Calliope (/kəˈlaɪ.əpiː/ kə-LY-ə-pee; Ancient Greek: Καλλιόπη Kalliope “beautiful-voiced”) was the muse of epic poetry, daughter of Zeus and Mnemosyne, and is believed to be Homer’s muse, the inspiration for the Odyssey and the Iliad. One account says Calliope was the lover of the war god Ares, and bore him several sons… Calliope also had two famous sons, Orpheus and Linus, by either Apollo or the king Oeagrus of Thrace. She taught Orpheus verses for singing. She was the wisest of the Muses, as well as the most assertive. She married Oeagrus close to Pimpleia, Olympus. Calliope is always seen with a writing tablet in her hand. At times, she is depicted as carrying a roll of paper or a book or as wearing a gold crown.

I have a few things in common with Calliope, including a couple of sons, and I am often seen carrying a book (or Kindle, more recently). Plus there is this “writing thing” that I do, and especially on blogs. Mostly, though, I think she’s got a nice name, and I’m happy to have it as a pseudonym. I like to think that perhaps the spirit of Calliope is the one that has given me the name, and she smiles on me when I use it.

Why am I writing on this blog?

I have been struggling with what I shall label “The Ascension Process” knowingly and consciously for the past 5+ years. It started with what some might term a “Kundalini Awakening” beginning in late 2006, but I leaped upon stepping stones of intense spiritual growth up to this time. (Maybe more on my ideas as to what those terms mean in future posts.)

The other day, on April Fools Day, I watched the following video (I’m not upgrading this blog straight away to include the ability to embed videos, so you will have to click on the link to watch it): Pleiadian Message 2012 – A Wake Up Call For the Family of Light. It was after reading the post on Denise LeFay’s blog, Transitions, called “The devil’s best trick is to persuade you that he doesn’t exist!” posted on March 27, 2012.

In the post, Denise shares the video called “UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact” by Bernard Guenther, blog owner of Piercing the Veil of Reality (the link to the post Denise references is here: UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact).

Here’s how Denise introduces the video:

The video is primarily about other-dimensional negative aliens/ETs (“Archons”) and physical humanity. Some of you might not enjoy hearing about Team Dark as I call them—the “Archons”, Reptilians, Draconians etc.—and how profoundly they affect us and our world. But it’s necessary that humanity knows more, much more about multidimensional reality especially now, and that simply includes knowing how Dark it really has been for humanity and whose [sic] behind it all.

I’m a pretty open-minded person and have been defining myself as a Lightworker for the past six years, although I recognize I was doing work as a Lightworker from long before 2006 (I just didn’t know there was a name for what it was I was doing or, rather, being). There’s a helluva story between 2006 and the present, and I don’t know how much I will get into it here, but I think it is one of the reasons that I am starting this blog. (So I am guessing I will probably get into it a lot, haha.)

To continue — I read that description of Denise’s and started to watch the video, but I have been having problems with my Internet connection of late, and it has been very hard to watch videos easily as they don’t download very fast (my download bitrate is equaling that of a dial-up modem, practically, at the moment. WAIT. I just checked here and yeah, actually, see the 2400 baud. That’s about where we are at during certain times. It’s an ongoing issue that does not warrant me getting into here. Point is: it’s tough to stream vids from YouTube and other online sources).

Then I kept falling asleep while watching the video.

Between not being able to watch the whole video and then getting tired and conking out as I was trying to watch, I kind of said to myself, “This whole alien thing is a tough pill to swallow” and decided that I needed more proof.

I’m open-minded, like I wrote, but this is the kind of stuff that stretches open-mindedness, you know? This is “I’m a paranoid schizophrenic who is making myself a tinfoil hat and talking to the voices in my head” kind of nutty stuff.

But it is the kind of stuff that will not leave me alone, and again and again I keep coming back to how the Ascension of the planet and alien beings connect.

Yes, Virginia, I am going to the tinfoil hat place.

The existence of alien beings & their role in my life

I don’t have the kind of hubris that would state “Earth is the only habitable planet in the galaxy, or in the universe, for that matter, and we are the only species in the galaxy and the universe.” Ever since I watched one of my heroes, Dr. Carl Sagan, on the PBS show “Cosmos” back when it originally aired in 1980 (I was 12) explain that out of the “billions and billions” of stars in our galaxy and the galaxies around us, we would have to be kind of stupid to think we are the only living beings (my total paraphrase of what I remember him saying), I have understood in the probability of alien life. I also believe in the existence of alien craft and have had a fascination with UFOs since I was a young child. It is not a stretch for me to think that there is alien life that has visited the planet.

But I never before put 2+2 together with not only the existence of UFOs and alien life, but also a nefarious alien agenda AND my process of being a Lightworker undergoing Ascension (which I have merely understood up to now to be holding love and light to increase my vibratory frequency to help this planet evolve — all of this happening via doing my own inner work to clear my personal and karmic issues so that I could indeed hold that higher frequency).

I do now.

Yes, I want more proof. After being involved in mainline religion (in a rather fundamental and conservative way — something I now understand may in fact be an “alien agenda” in itself), and after going through experiences in the past six years that leave me mistrustful of my process and how my Higher Self has been guiding me, I am cautious.

But watching the videos I have in the past couple of days, along with a sense since January 1 of this year of “going live” or “going online” with the re-wiring of the inner work that has been transforming me, I have to say as of April 1 of this year, I understand that there is an alien battle for the planet and that my role as a Lightworker is to do the following (as Denise wrote in comments on her blog post):

It seems an almost impossible task for us Starseeds/Lightworker who volunteered to come here and enter this density and timeline and do all we can to shift everything.

The super-duper condensed answer is…as we EMBODY and ANCHOR the new higher frequency energetic blueprints or “templates” in our physical bodies and beings and live it, BE it in this “Now Moment”, that is how we override all of the false, inorganic BS and distortions Team Dark has done to humanity, their bodies and minds, and earth. It comes down to us embodying and by doing that we literally insert the NEW higher blueprints or templates into this timeline and make them available energetically to the rest of humanity.

That is the most important sentence I’ve ever written. Seriously.

And we all need to realize that 2012 is Just Do It time because Team Dark is throwing everything they’ve got at us to stop or prevent or override us from doing this now. Time’s short. Because of this 2012 won’t be an easy or safe year for Starseeds/Lightworkers but we knew the end of this Process wouldn’t be easy and that Team Dark wouldn’t just lay down and let us have our way! They will fight us to the bitter end and we need to get over this and just do what we do and stay as protected as we can while we do it!

Going online

For months now, I have understood that in my brain, mind, body, soul, spirit — my Being in the 3D, 4D and beyond — is “going online.” My inner guidance has been saying this to me for a long while, and I get that it is this year that “All systems are GO” (especially after the Spring Equinox, when I kept hearing directly about “going online” and how it was happening that week).

What was very amusing to me was in the past 48 hours as I have been learning and figuring out more and more about what the alien agenda on Earth means and my involvement in being in the rebellion against it, is that I also figured out I am to literally GO ONLINE with what I am experiencing! I have had a good laugh about that. As Denise writes, this is JUST DO IT time, and I understand that one of my roles is to once again start a blog and write about this stuff. It’s definitely where I feel my heart right now.

I have to say that I have started and abandoned blogs — or, maybe more accurately, started blogs which then stopped when they morphed into another blog about separate topic. This may be a morphing of energy into this project, or I may still be dividing my time between this and other writing I do.

I’m not 100% sure what is going to come of this one. I just know that I needed to GO ONLINE and get this stuff down so that others out there may read and understand that they are not alone, and they are not nuts. Some intelligent, sane, really relatively normal people believe and have experienced some remarkable things, and the WEIRD is definitely not done yet.

I wonder if Hunter S. Thompson had lived if 2012 would have gotten weird enough for him. I guess we’ll have to see just how weird it gets!

Live long and prosper.

Calliope the Muse

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6 thoughts on “No April Fool

  1. Thank you Calliope. I just sat here and read ALL of your posts and I am so glad that you are listenig to your inner guidance to start this particular type of blog. It’s needed. I too am a LightWorker/Wayshower enduring this transformational process, the merciless attacks from the dark, along with these these rather horrid ascension symptoms and everything else that comes with the territory of being who and what we are.

    I too felt ummm compelled? (I guess that would be the proper word to use) to start a blog to share my personal experiences in regards to this “ascension” process however once I started my blog in March while being energetically bullied out of my home of 5 1/2 years I have been having a hard time focusing and collecting my thoughts and/or even feeling motviated to write anymore.

    Plus I am experiencing what has been refered to as ascension amnesia and I didn’t realize that until I started the blog and was unable to pull from my memory bank in order to share anything of significance. So of late while moving from my old place and space into the new I am waiting to get that feeling back to continue on with the blog. Reading yours tonight has helped me to realize why more of us Lightworkers need to “go online” with what we know and have to offer so that one day soon THIS knowledge and THESE experiences ARE the norm rather than the weird, strange and woo woo. So again…. thank you. Thank you for the relativity and your sense of humor is delightful.
    G

    1. Hi there, G!

      Thank you so much for the comment, and for reading all the posts! I have seen your blog as well — in fact a couple of weeks ago, I had a peek in on it after I’d read a comment of yours (or maybe it was a trackback link) on Denise’s site.

      I completely understand not having the motivation to blog. I have had it come and go in waves through this whole process. I have a blog that I keep about the city I live in, and I have had a hard time since 2011 writing for it, in part because there is so much of this Ascension stuff that is building back up in my life, I need an outlet for it, not for the 3D stuff that is happening! It is so easy to lose the will to do much more than just take care of our most basic needs some days. Some days are a lot more trying than others, that is for sure.

      I just noted that you have written on your blog a post about Ascension Amnesia — I will be over to read that as I am curious about what you have been experiencing.

      I’m glad you appreciate the sense of humor! I swear, if I did not have that… Well, I recognize trying to keep a sense of humor about a lot of this prevents a lot of negativity for me. A little bit of wry anger helps, too, lol. I have a theory/belief/idea that if we’re always totally serious about this stuff, it actually feeds the dark. If we become too heavy rather than light, then I think it contributes to that which we are trying to “enlighten” ourselves out of. It’s not being a “fluffy” (lol — as commenters on Denise’s site call those who refuse to acknowledge the role of Team Dark), but it is also a refusal to let them get me down. If I get too serious, I get into despair pretty quickly these days, and that is a bad place for me to be in when it hits.

      “If you didn’t laugh, you’d cry.” Right? So here’s to keeping the funny in the picture. 🙂

      Thanks again, G, and thanks for keeping a blog about this, too!
      Be well & see you ’round the blogosphere.
      Ophelia the Muse

  2. Calliope, I haven’t been able to find my muse for awhile now….I have been finding newer frontiers as of late and since it’s been hard to fathom, much less write about, I simply allow myself to simply just take it all in….writing certainly help to empower me by expressing all those things I had kept bottled up….now I am in a totally different, somewhat expanded state of mind that has been continuing to upgrade it’s remote operating system…I recently uncovered real memories of my “home” planet that had been lying dormant in order for me to survive while I learned these earthly lessons we all seem to have come to learn….I know Denise talks quite a bit about darker alien forces out there and I don’t doubt them for a moment….I have had to deal with earth bound darkness here in my own way as I moved myself forward here…that too seemed very overwhelming enough for now…..oh yah…I was wondering about your own awakening…I have had my own back in the 80’s that radically changed everything for me too…
    Gordon

    1. Hi Gordon!
      Thank you for reading!

      In fact, I just got done reading your post about your spiritual emergence — thank you for writing that up — and also about the DSM-IV category for it… It was fascinating to read that stuff (I have before, but it was good to refresh), and so good to know we are not alone in this. I also have a dear friend who has been through it, and we experienced it almost simultaneously, perhaps also spurring one another on with it, too. It is good to know of others who have been through it and had their lives altered as a result.

      I have not taken the time to completely write out the experience because it is still relatively fresh for me, but I did keep a blog (not this one) through the experience, and was writing out what I felt I could at the time. My own started in 2005 but hit a peak in 2007, only five and a half years ago, and as a result of it, I left two kids here in the US, each from different dads to whom I was married (consecutively, lol, not simultaneously!) and moved to Paris for four years. In any case, I went to Paris as a result of the emergence experiences and things I understood at the time because of it, but I also created a difficult legal situation for myself that forced me back to the US from Paris this summer. I left my third husband, an American, behind in Paris, and I don’t know if we will reunite or not. All of this is still very fresh, and I keep looking to the fact that it is the transition and shift that likely brought me back. But, my spiritual emergence has had a huge impact on me and the ripples are still playing out. I was around 37-38 when it started and am now 44. If I figure it out and understand the forces behind it completely by the time I am in my 80s, I will be grateful, haha –if I make it that far, that is! Not easy stuff to sort out, although you are correct that writing helps out a lot, WHEN one can find the muse! I agree also that right now with the energies being what they are, writing about much is on the back burner for me, too. The upgrades are really shifting things around, I agree.

      I recently uncovered real memories of my “home” planet that had been lying dormant in order for me to survive while I learned these earthly lessons we all seem to have come to learn

      Wow — I am so glad you got that info. I understand completely the need for dormancy of the memories, but I know I am quickly closing in on a point where I feel I need to know more about my own roots to be able to continue on in this present situation here. I keep telling myself just to sit tight for a couple of months more. If nothing is significantly different by the end of the year, then I will know it is time to step up my game and reinsert myself into this place I am living now (meaning: my hometown in the US to which I have returned. Denver.) But for now, I just feel like hunkering down and trying to throw off ballast as much as possible, haha!

      Boy has this been a ride…

      Thanks for your input, and I may get around to writing more about this very soon.

      Take care, Gordon!
      Calliope the Muse

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